if you think about it the lgbt communitsy is like hogwarts.
gayslesbiabs like tge hogwadrs houwse gryyfinidr bdecaue ib pobular most fmosos, abd mabt famosu wizard frob grifyinger. albos dopledonre s a gay and geg griiindor./ the bisexual are ravnehclaee becabs they are bdirds like an egale. majestxc. not ash populatr and eraseured by sg gays. bthe pansexuzals ar like the ghsouse elfvs and alskgo ravekbelcalw. the asexuas huffl3fpiyf. babdger. becery loywal. no fuck. jsut sglike cedric digsort. haufflepaff are underpated no hfamossuy but jsy t as valid. sluthhierins are trahsngenders hmm dgkdkb bdh ghd s gjsjhj ghshjgn vg opw m snake. siskh eua poskm idj i ajnn. harry potter si unb be=bo hansn mawel nthe aromantic hotos wig tho peopo. hogwarrts
For everyone concerned: I was able to sleep fine last night. And I’m okay for now. Thank you for the offers of help, and my apologies for worrying you.
2018 has been a shit year, full of false hope and ridiculous flailing in search for an escape. Every year for the past 10 has been progressively worse. But maybe(?), hopefully, the seeds for a better life in 2019 have been laid.
Here’s hoping.
No matter what I say, no matter what I do, I’ll die alone and unloved :)
having to be “mature” at a young age sucks bc you aren’t really “mature-mature” you’re a child playing at a maturity bc you don’t have the foundation to be the bigger person when conflict arrives so what you do is ignore it bc ignoring a problem and being happy about a resolution look the same to your inexperienced eyes. Then you get adults praising you for a development above your peers but you aren’t really developing. You’re stagnant. Your peers will grow up and experience things and make mistakes and grow from them but you will keep yourself in this box, ignoring things ignoring ignoring ignoring until one day you have to face the fact… it wasn’t maturity you had. It was fear. And now you’re an adult too and you make all of your choices based on an emotional risk/costs analysis bc you don’t know any emotion other than fear & you have to start healing from your own childhood by making peace that you weren’t really a mature child. You were just a child who was given too much to carry & didn’t know how to say “no”.
Coming to you straight out of the swamp pit. FFXIV - Balmung, tabletop RPGs, and honestly everything else because this place is a mess. Hmu if you're selling bulgogi.
